I used to listen to Owl City a lot and I would imagine myself with a faceless love. Not anyone in particular but just someone to love and that loved me. It always made me smile, and even if it did make me feel lonely sometimes I’d still be happy with the thought that maybe I’d have that with someone.
Well, now I have you, and now when I listen to Owl City it’s thoughts of you that I have. It’s thoughts of us together just happy in each others presence and doing what we want and it just makes me even happier now. Because now it isn’t a faceless love. It’s you in all you’re wonderfulness and beauty. You are far better than anyone I expected I’d ever have. I want you to know that I think you’re simply the greatest. I love you so much and it’s thoughts of you that ease my mind into a happy sleep.
I don’t like that I get upset so easily when I’m tired but I can’t help it. I try not to but there’s always something that sets it off. I know that you don’t want to talk to me when I’m tired because I’ll probably get upset, but then its like a never ending cycle because now I’m upset that you don’t want to talk to me. It’s stupid and complicated but it all revolves around this long distance thing. I can almost promise you that I won’t be having this problem when I’m sharing a bed with you every night and I don’t have to worry about how to divvy up the minutes to make sure we get the most out of a short time. Its all just because I miss you so much. I’m just sorry that when I get upset it then upsets you. Please do call me tonight on Skype and I will try my best to stay positive. I will. I promise I will.
I love when you tell me you’re feeling affectionate. It let’s me know that you’re thinking of me. It makes me feel loved.
Just thinking about you makes me grin like the way I did when I first met you.